I’ve always know what it is but not known exactly how to use it and haven’t really seen it. I still have a long ways to go to learn how to use it but I finally saw it and began to use it. Does anyone know what this is???.
It is my 3rd Eye and really my Invincible Summer. It is this playground located between my 2 eyes that is a bright glowing light and a place I can go to lead me in the right direction. That direction is to a higher level and elevation upward and inward and that brings me closer to my spiritual leader God. The other day when I was in Yoga class I just saw it and felt it pull me up and forward and inward. I always feel so close to myself in Yoga and God is within us.
I took these passages out from my teachings “The Fall of the Human Intellect” written by Guru A. Parthasarathy.
Old Testament: The voice of God declares, ” I am that I am”.
New Testament: Jesus Christ affirms, “The kingdom of God is within you.”
Quran: Prophet Mohammed asserts, “The greatest jihad is that for the conquest of self.”
Bhagavad-Gita: Krishna pronounces, “I am the Self in all beings.”
Upanishads: The Rishis (Enlightened Sages) avow, “Self is God”.
So through finding my 3rd eye it has given me a door into my real self that is a bright light shinning and it is where I can begin to find peace and bliss because peace and bliss are being closer to God.
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All I had to do was open my heart. Every time I try this I wobble, loose my balance and most times just fall over and laugh that this pose seems to throw me off. Today though, I figured it out. All I had to do was open my heart. When you are ready, you are ready and TODAY I was ready. As I lifted my right fingers tips to the sky, breathed deeply with one foot planted on the ground, strength through my left leg, I turned my chest to the sky and opened my heart!
What a day, my favorite moment of the day was just that little moment. When you connect your mind with your body it is deeper than just a twist to the left or right and turning your head towards the ceiling. I connected with myself. My mind wasn’t on yesterday or tomorrow but it was right there in the room on my mat that I connected with a higher power that lifted me up and helped me move past my fears, not my fears of falling over but the fear to open my heart!
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The formula has worked! No meat, no caffeine, no alcohol, studying The Fall of the Human Intellect every morning, and no hanky panky, wait did I just say no Hanky Panky? Yes that is part of the formula….and I’m up at 6:00 am on a Saturday morning with only 2.5 hours of sleep and feel fully alert and ready for the world! All of this is part of the lifestyle changing formula. I really had to give myself a month or so to do it because in the beginning I went through the headaches of no coffee, and withdrawals of my favorite foods but once I began to see the benefits I was able to start reasoning with my intellect vs. emotions and attachments like I need this or I need that to survive!
Just a couple of weeks ago I put on my facebook status “How do you change your habits and become a morning person, even though you’ve been a night owl your whole life?”. I got answers like “have kids, drinking before bed so you have to get up early and go pee, get an early morning JOB”. These are all answers that FORCE yourself to get out of bed in the morning but how about doing it by choice? Good answers but the formula above helped me change my mind set and make physical changes in my body that have allowed me to become a morning person.
And I’m fucking shocked by this one simple change I’ve seen in myself. I never thought it was possible that is why I had to use the F word…because I’m just that surprised by my behavioral changes. A month ago I would have talked myself into going back to bed because the mere thought of only getting 2.5 hours of sleep must indicate that I need more sleep. I mean its pure logic right? Actually it is not, the pure logic is if you are not tired wake up and get your ass out of bed!
This is one of the many changes I have seen over the past month, but one that I have been trying on my own to accomplish for the past 1o years. I do not think, “now that I have accomplished it I own it and can do it every day”. It will take daily work to keep up this practice and change. On a side note now that my 30 days are almost up I will be continuing many of the sacrifices I have made with slight modifications that fit my true self.
Listen to your intellect, reason out what really is the logic and make that change you want to see but be consistent daily and you too can make it happen!
I’m going through a Yoga form of lent. Give up the things that you desire. Isn’t this the act we do before Easter? Give something up that we enjoy? I hardly ever do lent, but I dig this exercise. Give up something that you desire that way when you miss it, you can meditate on it and give thanks that you are becoming free of attachment to your desires and try to understand why you were attached in the first place.
Giving up alcohol for the next 30 days is among many of the things I’ve given up for the next 30 days as part of my new lifestyle experience. Don’t worry…it makes sense to me.
Anyway I had a few friends over for dinner last Friday and they were game for the Vegan Lasagna but I really felt I had to explain myself on the whole no drinking thing. The conversation went something like this.
Kendra: Let me pour you a glass of wine
Friends: Thanks, this is divine, aren’t you going to have a glass?
Kendra: Oh yes, don’t worry I WILL be having a glass I’m just starting off slow, I like drinking mineral water out of a martini glass, it taste better that way.
Friends: Oh OK
In the beginning, I really felt the need to want to include myself in the wine drinking but as the night progressed my Mineral Water Martini planted itself as a REAL adult beverage and I never felt the need to switch over to wine. Whew…I made it though my first trial. I realized I do have attachments to drinking, its a social thing, a way to be included and part of the party. But in reality its not really the alcohol, just a pretty glass.
What won’t kill you will only make you stronger. The above image is from a weekend I spent with my sorority sisters that changed my life. We called it “Warrior Weekend”. I suspect my long weekend beginning tomorrow will be another Warrior Weekend… a life changing experience, after all it is called Life Training. Most people think a Yoga Retreat sounds relaxing, indeed it is going to be a way to balance ourselves out but I’m not sure about relaxing. The website asks, “Are you seeking information and knowledge? To understand yourself better and the world around you? Tools to make change in your life? To teach Yoga and build a business around the Yoga philosophy? Begin your journey to clarity”. I’m nervous, excited, curious, motivated, and anxious all at the same time. I guess its because I’m ready. Ready to make a change, to work on whatever it is that is holding me back from completely fulfilling what I know I can accomplish. No communication with the outside world until Mid-Monday. Can’t wait to share all about it.
Being the good catholic girl that I am (kidding) I went to church today. I do enjoy going, seeing if the message will reach me, praying and my favorite part is shaking hands with everyone and saying “peace be with you”. I just think there is something special about having contact with a complete stranger, smiling at them and saying peace. Today I got chills when I walked in and heard the choir’s angelic voices. It felt good, but then I got bored. It was hard to focus. My mind kept going to what I had to pick up at the grocery store in the afternoon and what I was going to do the rest of the day etc. I kept on telling my self to “focus on the present”, “hear the message and reflect on what the priest is saying”. Sometimes it comes natural and it feels like the message was meant for me and I love those times. When I don’t really get much out of the message I think maybe somebody else in church needs to hear it more than I do. I know..I know.. I really shouldn’t expect to receive but to give…like in prayers. But it always feels good when I sense a strong spiritual connection to God while in Church.
Many times I say Yoga is my religion. And I say this because Yoga is very spiritual for me. I am always in the present, my mind is always in the room and focused on what I’m doing. Mainly because if I don’t I would likely tip over onto someone else’s mat. Either way the instructors also have a message they share with us and they give us time to reflect and look within. Sometimes I even feel like God is standing next to me, letting me know that I will always have someone to depend on, someone that will always be there for me no matter how tough life gets and what challenges are put in front of me. If I try a headstand and fall, he’s not going to let me die but maybe just get hurt a little bit. I cherish those moments too.
I think life is more meaningful with a sense of spirituality. Wherever you can feel closest to your higher being, it doesn’t have to be part of an organized religion or in a church. It can be in a yoga class or on a soccer field. For me…I’m just glad to have found it.
Dios te bendiga y Namaste
It is exactly one month until my Life Training with the Yoga Shelter. At first I did not know what to think, I mean..Life Training? Who needs training for life right? I’m centered, balanced and happy and a optimist most of the time but after my 2 week transformation training back in November I found out I didn’t know me as well as I thought I did.
For most of you who probably know me, you are thinking that I am a self realized person so I guess that says that many of us need Life Training. During my Transformation training, it was just one week after my boyfriend and I broke up after our loving 2 year relationship. I had signed up prior to knowing that anything was even wrong in my relationship so needless to say, a lot of shit came to the surface. Not only did I cry, in the dark while we sang “Om Shanti” I also spoke up and shared what I had discovered deep within me. The sadness that I was burying to keep my relationship alive, my dreams that I had forgotten about, changing the world, being somebody one day, and making a difference. I unleashed my fears and discovered the invincible summer that lived inside me, it always has there and it had been hidden in the clouds and again it is ready to shine!
My Life Training is one month away and I want to share my journey until i get there and the transformation I will take afterwards.